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hmmm...whats the best temperture to bake a body? [03 May 2005|08:38pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | emaline ] Not this weekand but next me D, dana,And tyler buckley are driving up to lawrenceville georgia. It's going to be lots of fun.And ALOTTTTTTT of beer it will be great fun. Possibly going to six flags and atl. Ashley i cant wait to see you. I cant wait to meet all these great kids I've been told about. Drew, jim, cory, bryan, joe, jon, clay, and all those other cool cats. ive heard so much about them from d and dana and cant wait to meet them. And they dont cause drama which is the best part about it. New york Is Off and over rated. I'm done with drama and this seems like the perfect get away. im also done with people who live there life in drama. 100 proof vodkas cool if your not with two faced people, and thiefs. Ohhh and for the ones who are wondering where I'm getting the money from..... haha I'm loser but my mom is giving me alot of money she already said yes. Easy bake ovens!!!!!! hitler is my hero. my myspace 1 asked the time|I asked your name

[27 Apr 2005|11:53pm] i had a brother once he drowned in a bathtub before he had ever learned how to talk and i don't know what his name was but my mother does i heard her say it once, padriac my prince i have all but died from the sheer weight of my shame. you cried but no one came and the water filled your tiny lungs. appear, my dear, and cry for me. it was six years ago today that we laid you in your grave, your sweet young skin was shining then too. and so tonight to celebrate i will poison myself. another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom that is spinning. so i close the door and rest my head on the tile floor, sickness and sleep turning me cold. i am still not sure, is there some better place i could be heading towards? where the selfishly sick and self absorbed are welcome. i saw the future once. i was drunk in a phone booth. my eyes were wet and red but i could not tell what was said and through the screams of the traffic voices carried saying i am sorry on a day so gray its black inside watching churches on tv in a coma you don't dream you just hope that someone sits with you babies turn blue when they are ignored like the sky on summer days before you turn and walk away it has changed you so tonight to compensate i will poison myself another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom that is spinning. I asked your name

No other way to say it [19 Apr 2005|06:15pm] [ mood | sorry ] I'M SORRY   I hate regret!!!!!!!!!!!! 4 asked the time|I asked your name

[19 Apr 2005|03:53pm] [ mood | SHIT ] Things are weird more most I'm pissed off. I hate when people are assholes. I hate loving people I hate the fact that people cant live without drama</3 I hate that nothing can ever work out for me. Oh and I'm dying. NO HONESTLY I'M DYING. And now i have to go to the doctors tomorrow. REGRET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all i have is regret. Oh and sorry. Things were misunderstood i get them now when i got the call i thought that meant things were back to at least a friendship level 1 asked the time|I asked your name

[02 Jul 2004|10:41pm] yeah bekis is liek teh new hangout. Probally ebcause she has pota nd always does. I was supposed to go to some show but i didnt dont ask why. when it started to raint really bad i ran outside and tryed to find my cats but it didnt work i only found one and she was crying and all wet and cold i felt so bad. and i didnt find the other one:( I wonder if he's ok? but yeah i was thinking about going to i bar tonight but i feel really really sick.Uhhhhhhhhh. ryan roxanne and brittany your all invited to my family cook out. tomorrow come please!!!!! 8 asked the time|I asked your name

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[28 Apr 2004|02:11pm] [ mood | shity ] if i had some type of sympothy on this situation maybe I would kiss you back but I've told myself no more of that not tell you decide who you want to be with maybe it might be him even though you've told me he could care less if you leave but obviously you love him. He has put you down and told you yes your right she deos look better then you but still you need him.Maybe this is the drunken me talking but i would do so much better I think i care more but i just want you to come to me and hold me one more time and tell me you care again. And not think about him.mayeb if he was right here with em and you would you still want me. Maybe if i drank myself to sleep every night would you still want me. all i have at this moment are my hands to right my songs. well when I'm gone who will be around to prove i was even here at all. My heart is so close to dieing i dont want It to start living. sorry for all the shity poetry that no one likes and no one comments on it's ok I get why. </3 </3 </3 </3 12 asked the time|I asked your name

[27 Apr 2004|07:13pm] I want so badley to prove that i would be your best and i think i can hopefully this box wil set you free from him and relize I will do anything. I asked your name

[10 Apr 2004|06:41pm] She will come in a sudden way. 10 asked the time|I asked your name

[28 Jan 2004|01:33pm] [ mood | this is winter where i die ] [ music | As I Lay Dying ] Friends only comment to be added. This Is Winter where i begain to die This is the winter that I knew would come that would never change sometimes love is your only game the game where I'll never be able to forget you I'll never be the same I've never been able to let go of you this is the winter I hate the winter where you made me think everything would be better well here is spring where i dry up and die. My head is'nt that strong so hold me winter hold me to let make me feel better for once. 43 asked the time|I asked your name

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